This is TRue!!!

Yesterday I felt like...
Back to this again... right back here again... but it's cool cause it's where I need to be. Not a matter of expressing it but rather putting the lifestyle into action... because boy can I spit the works. Yes I do happen to be one of those who preaches but doesn't quite practice and the older I get, the more I understand just how... wrong... I guess u could say... hmm... just how wrong it is.. whatever. I know everything I should be doing but I never do it full out. Gotta stop and hit all extremes of any means of making my desires and dreams my reality. Cause shit time is flying like jets and planes and I can no longer use the excuse of my feeling insane. Insanity isn't bringing me comfort nor is it providing. So whether I happen to be "insane" or not... whatever "insane" is.. I've got to place it on the back burner.. the burner that burns ashes so they are merely dust particles... and that's fine with me.. let the insanity wither with a low creep but I can no longer let it stand strong within me. Dawn will hit thee and insanity won't save a vampire from the sun nor from his destiny.

I was almost in a funk today til I turned it around and found bliss in the simple things. Now money nor guys are troubles for me. Friendships exist where I need them to be and everything else is left entirely up to me. :)

-SydniMichael